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September 27th, 2006
08:30 am - i'm over it!
just when you think you know someone...
I can't believe I thought I knew someone...then it turned out to be all wrong. It sucks because they come off to be really nice and then they just screw with your head to get what they want.
What a loser!
I'm over it!
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September 23rd, 2006
12:31 am - ...
now i know for sure...i can't believe it.
I can't believe how much you think you know someone and then it turns out to be all wrong. The things they tell you and share with you...why..what is the point. It is like lies...how can I trust them again. They seem so fake. It is like they play the nice guy to get what they want and then when they get it it like..what are you talking about.."I dont care" attitude. It sucks and it kinda of hurts but what can I do.
his lost...
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September 21st, 2006
12:15 am - so...
I can't stop thinking about it.
"I'm over it" keeps replaying in my head. Why do I even care? Because he broke my heart and I have no control over it now...its over.
Why was I soo stupid and thought things were going to be different. Maybe he wanted them to be different..yeah right. I should have realized that they werent going to change.
"I dont care" It pretty much says I really dont care about you and just like to have fun once and awhile. I can't believe I was soo stupid.
I give up..no more boys. I want real men!!!:P
no more guessing games...i think someone should want to be with you and call you their own.
what do i have to offer?
i thought things were going to be different when i got back but now it is just harder. i see him and i just want to ask him what was he thinking. did he even care about my feelings or taking advantage of me. i guess i was too nice and just let things go on for no reason. i mean it was fun while it lasted but why didnt it last longer...i still think there was something there.
this is for the better...we are not meant to be. i deserve sooo much better.
I cant keep doing this to myself. i just keep getting hurt. I care too much.
lost and lonely
Current Mood:  lonely
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12:02 am - need to sleep...
i really should go to bed..but i cant stop thinking. I want to go to bed so I can get up early but I know I probably wont. I usually just shut off my alarm.
Lately I havent been sleeping very well...I dont know what my problem is..I guess I have too much on my mind.
I feel like i have soo much on my mind and things to do that I dont even know where to begin. Start with the little things first..but that is not always easy. I want to do fun things and not be responsible.
well i think i will attempt this sleep thing that everyone but me seems to be doing right now...
ta ta for now
:P
Current Location: in my room...
Current Mood:  but relaxed
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September 18th, 2006
01:09 am - found this...
"Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. "
-Erica Jong
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: creative
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July 20th, 2006
12:14 am - Dont mess with TEXAS!
i am in san antonio, tX right now. I am visiting with my family. it has been fun and very warm.
so far we have done things we havent seen before.
ON monday, we went to get full body massages and then got pedicures.
IT was soo relaxing and fun. I will have to do that again sometime.
We went to the tower of america and saw the san antonio city from 750 feet in the sky. then today we went to Frederickburg. it was a nice little town and many small stores to shop in. We visited the WWII memorial museum there.
well off to bed, it is getting late.
y'all come back now,
ya hear
ta ta
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July 15th, 2006
01:41 am - BULA!!!
well guess i didnt keep this up to date like i thought i would...
i am so glad to be back home in MI. it has been extremely hot and humid here but at least i can enjoy the warm weather and rest of summer before it ends.
i had a wonderful trip and vacation in FIJI.
Perth was awesome too. The students and teaching was fun it was sad to leave. They have already emailed me and said they missed me. tear
I can't wait to go back someday.
Cairs was pretty and the rain forest was neat. It did rain of course hence the name. Snorkeling in the Great Barrier Reef was cool. i was lucky we didnt see any sharks on our adventures!:)
Sydney was a big city. too big in fact for me..it was nice to see the Sydney opera house, and the harbour bride, along with the location of the 2000 olympics.
I have plenty of pictures from the whole trip. Today i just took in a cd to print some off..well it ended up being 164 pictures. Then i developed my disposables and water cameras. I got some cool pics there too!
now off again to another state...TX.
I am excited to see my family and give them the gifts i brought back from down under.
Then back to work i go and school soon after.:(
but graduation dec. yeah!
ta ta
Current Mood:  cheerful
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June 15th, 2006
04:42 pm - long time coming...
So I am in my 7th week of teaching in Perth, WA. I haven't written on this thing in forever! Not because of nothing exciting happening but because I have been so busy with all my adventures and student teaching. It has been quite an experience and I would have regretted not coming. It was totally worth it!!!
I heart Perth.:)
It has been quite a learning experience with teaching techniques, strategies,and methods along with excursions and learning about the aboriginal culture. Also many site seeing attractions. I have plenty of pictures to journal my trip by. I can't wait to put them in a scrapbook along with my souveniors.
Wish you were here! If anyone wants to know..it is definitely somewhere I want to go again. I wish it was closer so the trip wouldnt cost so much or be so long.
This weekend is virtually our last fun filled weekend with a small excurtion to a footie game. Dockers vs. ...? not sure
It should be pretty fun. I hope it is a nice day.
well off to enjoy the evening,
It has been a busy week. I have been full time teaching the last couple of days so I am really exhausted.
"forever young...forever young"
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May 11th, 2006
09:59 am - its been awhile...
So its been awhile since i last wrote.
We have been doing so much stuff. So far petting koalas and feeding kangaroos, snorkeling on Rotto, this weekend we are having surfing lessons. I hope I dont hurt myself or break anything.
Teaching has been going well and I got my first observation from my supervisor yesterday. It went really good. The kids are great though the school is set up a little differently then back in the states. I am adjusting well and sometimes I feel a little homesick. I try not to think about it that much because if I do then i get sad. I haven't called home much because of that though I called home for the first time on Monday. It was good to hear my moms voice.
THis weekend we are going to Margeret River where there are plenty of wineries. It is also Dana's birthday so it should be lots of fun and good times remembered with plenty of pictures. I just hope surfing doesnt wear us out. ha!
It has been very interesting learning lots of new things and vocabulary.. or lingo as Aussies would say. My host brother teaches me most of it so I am up on the times. And then when I go out I sound COOL. ha! right.
well all is fair and well down under!!
wish you were here!
ta ta for now...
70's most days and this weekend should be fairly nice...though it gets pretty cold at night.
:)
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May 7th, 2006
06:36 pm - back to the main land...:)
WOW! what a beautiful weekend!
Our first adventure was to a small island near Perth called Rottnest Island. We rented bikes and toured the island friday night and watched the sunset on the Indian Ocean from a lookout area. What a beautiful view! Friday night was full of dancing the night away at the pub and having plenty of spirits.
Then snorkeling on saturday with some shopping at the local stores on the island.
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